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JEEMudder's picture

Submitted by JEEMudder on Sat, 04/30/2016 - 9:25pm

I am angry... Not sure if it has to do with this whole step situation, my life, whatever... But I am angry.

I drink. Too much. I might expect too much from my husband,

I hate who I have become. I am kind of over it.

If it were not for my kids...

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SecondGeneration's picture

Submitted by SecondGeneration on Sun, 05/01/2016 - 1:09am

I am sorry, you need time to get yourself back.

You are angry because you have become so far removed from the person you used to be. You are angry because the most noticeable changes to the person you are now are not so favourable.

Focus on you and your kids, make some time for yourself.

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Submitted by TwoOfUs on Sun, 05/01/2016 - 5:46pm

I'm on the same page. I feel the anger, too...and also a deep, inexplicable sadness. I actually came here tonight because of these feelings and saw your post.

I try to exercise, try not to drink. I don't know what else to do.

I'm sorry you're feeling this way. I agree about reaching out to someone / finding a counselor. I guess I should, too...

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Submitted by Bethany on Wed, 05/11/2016 - 10:17am

Oh! Please get a therapist....and, find a good friend and go have some fun! Engage yourself in things you enjoy....crafts, walking. Read Brene Borwn's book about being Good Enough. I feel your pain. I have been through this. Glad you can come here to vent.