So since all that happened yesterday with SD wearing her new shoes after told not to, and BF jumping in to save her ass yet again. We haven't really said 2 words to each other today. I noticed that my BF always gets this way after one of our "not talking to you" episodes, because of SD. (mostly me, cause I don't want to go off on him or say something fu*ked up) Anywho, whenever we have one of these episodes after a situation with the SD he tends to try and butter me up. Asking am I ok, wanting to see if we want to do anything, watch a movie together or something. Not this time. He hasn't said anything to me today, besides asking me about something about something, don't quite remember what it was...lol...But nothing. I pretty much been in the bedroom all morning not wanting to be around anyone. Just been sitting back listening to what's going on on the other side of the door. Noticed this morning SS got in trouble for waking up early and getting his 3DS game to play with it. Even went as far as him having to stay in his room for it...smh Didn't understand that.

SD, I noticed has to have a lot if not all the attention. SS can't sit on BF lap and watch a movie without SD trying to climb all over him as well. Both kids will have to get down if SS is on BF lap, but roll switched and BF will just tell SS to sit in his chair, but SD will stay put...idk

Anyway, I was wondering. Beings though that BM has the kids right now, should I try to talk to BF about what has been going on with everything? About SD, about what's been going through my mind about the whole situation? Should I ask him what is it that he has planned for us as a family? Any ideas???