We finally got the internet back on today! Thank god!! DH found a local job so he's home everynight and gets to deal with SD12.

As you might remember from my last blog SD12 had a temper tantrum and I had to call the police b/c she was so out of control. Well life has been a rollercoster since then. Whenever DH not around she talks to me like Im a piece of crap. But when DH around it's all "yes mam" "no mam". It makes me want to slap her. She still on restriction after throwing another fit 2 weeks ago and getting caught in multiple lies. She wants to go see BM who is out of state and I don't think she should go until after the court date. That way her mother can't coach her in what to say, or help her twist the story to make it look like my fault.

After yesterday I won't even let SD12 stay in the same room with me unless it's dinner time. I'm tired of being called stupid and a lier by a 12 year old, out of control, pain in the ass. She called her father and I liers yesterday after she was caught in yet another lie! Her standered practice is to call anyone a lier if it keeps her out of trouble, including all her teachers and priciple. DH wants to see the court give her probation. I would like to see the court put her in therapy thats court ordered and send her to juvy for one night to scare the hell out of her.

Now that she knows the court date is coming it's been endless tears. I asked her if it was b/c she has to stay in her room b/c she's not allowed near me, or b/c I plan on telling the court the truth as to how she has been since the temper tantrum. She said both. I'm sorry but after 5 years of hell from her, my give a damn is busted! I really don't give a damn anymore! I would rather pay 2,000.00 a month in child support than have to put up with her anymore! Reform school sounds nice!