"I am convinced now that there is no soul mates, there is no meant to be, no magically love. It's all infatuation. The only love I believe is real is the love of my kids and family. Believing the few men in my life that have said they loved me was a absolute joke. You don't do or say the things they have said. You don't give up and run away (I'm assuming she's speaking about my DH, he divorced her because she screwed another man in a public bathroom & slept with their pastor), you don't lie and cheat (assuming she's speaking about her 1st ex fiancé), you don't turn to drugs and alcohol (assuming she's speaking about 2nd fiancé that got her into meth and drinking heavily). I can finally see now I needed to focus on myself more (she is the most selfish person I know so I don't see how she could focus more on herself). Now that I know who I am again and I'm healthy or getting there, I won't make the mistakes I've made. #sober #justme #family

What a flippin freaking joke she is....