So Thanksgiving was not all bad, I started drinking and felt great. I wish I could always have a drink in my hand when thinking about BM she has gotten her third dog now I hope she keeps this one. I figured out why I am so annoyed about her getting a dog I hate anything that makes her happy at this point. But I hope the new puppy sh*ts all over the house and makes her the miserable person she is. There is soooo much history it is not funny but being able to let go her makes me feel better when my SS beggs not to go to BMs house because he says he hates her. What to say to a 4 year old that says that. she thinks she can do anything because she is his MOM, well I guess hurting your kid is included in that. I can't believe she does not think of him first, she can't even handle the fleas on her cat and now she is getting a dog, what is wrong with her, why does everyone assume the Mom is the better parent because in this case it is not true. She only wants her son to collect her CS and try to control my DH, well I hate her and I feel great saying that I hate how everyone thinks we all should just get along, well she has tried to get me fired and have my foster daughter taken and wished my Mom dead and 2 months later my Mom died. And the worst part is everyone else thinks she is sane she is a personnel clerk at a local school so she must be able to fool some people, but anyone who acts the way she does is not sane and I pray my DH wins custody so that bit*h gets what she deserves. Happy Thanksgiving, worst part is why do I care what she thinks of me? Why do I have the feeling to just sit down and have it out with her or talk or something, I am hoping it would make my hate go away, would it??