I'm so angry and upset... just contemplating everything. I had a good life going for me... I was going through school with a goal to be in the FBI, had a good single life, only myself to worry about, and job offers. Gave that all up for one idiot man who took me for granted. I gave up everything I knew to marry and move to be with him out of state.

With him, I accepted his issues... he lived in a shanty of a house without AC and heat (you can see your breath when you breathed!), he had 2 kids from a previous relationship, the numerous custody battles and drama that comes along with it, he was dirt poor having no steady source of income, and didn't even have a good working car!!! YEAH!!! We had arguments! Oh but he can't handle any of my "issues?" Listen bucko, originally you told me you would do anything to make me happy just to find out from you that "you're #1 and will never place anyone before" you??? That's the opposite of everything you had ever told me, not to mention our vows!!! Why would I sacrifice everything good I had going on in my life to be with a "man" who only thinks of himself?!!!!

So what? Now of course seeing another woman will seem like a piece of cake! We relocated and wouldnt have the girls but ever other weekend, the custody battles are over, he bought a brand new car, we got a place that actually has AC and heat, and got a new job with dependable income every week. And I'm deprived of that?! After I stood there with him through all the crap!!! After I sacrificed my life!!! Of course when he dates another woman it's going to seem so easy... they didn't have to deal with you being a loser!!! But I'm the one who was mistreated bc of all the stress... and I get shat on and abandoned. As if I'm the one who has done anything wrong.
It's easy to be with someone when the going is easy... but when the times get tough, who's really going to be there?