Alright, so, I doubt anyone remembers my old blog or profile, name: Lo, but I had to erase it to erase all of my blogs. I didn't feel they were appropriate anymore, especially considering my nosy inlaws and "friends." I am paranoid by nature anyway.

Ugh...Ok, I was lucky enough to spend most of my weekend without SD. She's been at her BM's mothers for 2 days and that was great, but now she's back and super hyper. Over there they think she is the cutest best thing that ever existed and she is like...literally dancing around saying really dumb things right in front of me, looking every 5 seconds to see if I am paying attention to her. I am not..I am keeping my eyes on the screen. Im not ignoring her entirely....just this attention seeking thing.

I really need to develop some patience with my SD. Her BM is about to get out of jail and that will be the beginning of the end, if not right away, then shortly after. I just want to shake my SD and say, "forget about that woman!!! She doesn't care about you!" And SD is just so excited. I posted that BM talked to her on the phone and told her she wanted SD to come live "permanently" with her. I asked how SD felt about that and she said, "happy." Of course she is happy, that is her mother.