Went on BM's facebook today and see that she is left town last night with her fiance and won't be back until later in the week. Does she call and tell DH that "hey, I'm leaving town for a heads up can you watch SS?" NO! Instead she doesn't call and tell us anything and leaves SS with her brother, a convecticted felon who wait for it, was convicted of child endangerment. He had his infant daughter in the car and was running and selling drugs across state lines, ya thats who you leave a child with.

Well SS8 hasn't been here the past two weekends because friends of DH and I's had two weekends of wedding stuff planned and as DH was the best man we had to be there. But SS8 returns tommorow night and lucky me we get him two weekends in a row to make up for it. It has been so nice and calm without him here, two weekends were DH and I didn't fight and got to do as we pleased without having to detor plans because of things we can't take SS to because of his behavior.

I know that he is the best man and that part of his job is the bachelor party but it really bothers me that he is going. He is acting like I am crazy to find him going out with a bunch of single guys to drink and ogle women on poles upsetting. I trust my husband, I do, but because of my upbringing and past trust is hard for me and I find him going out like this really upsets me more then I thought it would.

I sent my older half brother I haven't spoken to in 10yrs a letter last week and I got an answer back today and then we talked on the phone for two hours. It felt nice. He is so happy now and except for some obvious things so am I, honestly it was nice just to talk to someone and know you had a connection with them. I lost so much family when I left my dad, we just didn't leave him we stopped talking to that whole side of the family to protect ourselves from him. It felt nice to reclaim something back to have a big brother agian. We talked so easy and it wasn't even wierd at all.