Emotional dysregulation. That is what they call it. This is code for borderline but they don't like labels on the borderline personality disorder person. Ok. So I have to keep my mouth shut essentially and limit how much I talk so I don't give SD14 too many words or sentences to twist around d to manipulate.

I cannot say "my baby" when referring to my 13 month old baby... yep I can't say "my baby" because I make her feel like an outsider in her own home.. wtf.

Four long ass years left with princess center of attention. Then God I hope she goes away.

Sd14 sat on her fat butt in leggings and short shirt.. weasels.. on her new phone for three hours. She grabs it at the dinner table and I say please put the phone down no phone at dinner. She quips back at me with an eye roll and a huff and a flip of her hand "I'M DONE". I said yup you're done with the phone for tonight hand it over. She sits there staring at me and doesn't move except to glare. Shitty rude lost pho e for tomorrow. Then when I leave room she says to Dhaka daaaaaaaddy what did I do ok I didn't do ok anythiiiing Waaaaah ...

Well Christmas is sd14s birthday so she thinks it should entirely revolve around HER. seriously. She opened her presents before the little kids. She got a stocking stuffed with gifts and candy and ate it all oh but one-year-old DS didn't get one. She was a whiney brat because we went to my family's for xmas eve and she got more than DS1! She was jealous that m dad gave ds1a cheap little truck. Pathetic! She then gets all her gofts from her mother's side and opens in front of ds1 and comments how its better now she gets more. At least she admits her jealousy.

Sd13 almost 14 in a month. I just don't even know what to say. The police say the man she accused of molesting her eight years ago was innocent he offered DNA any offered to lie detector test. I found that all the things she has been saying to mresemblee telling me how people were talking about me and didn't like me saying mean things to her or abusing her was all b******* . The funny thing is after we told her I was pregnant again she's started it all back. From August through October things were so great my house.