Last I left off SD 14 had moved in with her BM, it was suppose to have been for the school year, no exceptions. Well that didn't last long she is back, and not by our choice.

BM is a piece of shit and deserves everything bad that happens to her. However I am not ready for SD to be back. Just prior to her leaving, my marriage had gotten to the point of separation and I had in fact left for a month. Anyway DH and I had planned to have a nice long talk because we knew that SD would probably be back after the school year. Needless to say we have not had that talk about how this was going to work before we got a call from Social Services that SD was being apprehended and we needed to go get her.

FML no notice and SD is back with us. DH is in shock and doesn't know what to do and says he just needs to figure things out before we have our talk. AKA he is going to do nothing and shit will get bad again and we will be right back to where we started when I left. I am just so angry. I am not the one who married a complete fuck up and then had a fucken child with them. Our marriage is filled with baggage, however it is all his as I never brought any into our marriage. I have a successful career, no kids and no ex's. I truly feel like I got the bait and switch. I had previously dated men with children and swore I would never do that again, especially if there was a crazy ex or no custody order in place. Even though DH had a child I though BM was eccentric, but not bat shit crazy alcoholic ex con (happened after we got married) and SD was living with BM until she went bat shit crazy. That time we had 3 days notice that SD was moving in with us.

I am hoping for the best, yet preparing for the worse. I just want to sit here and cry because things were going so well these last couple of months.