SS just came home from school,now my life goes back to sucking. I'm suppost to go to bible study tonight and I already told the ppl that I was coming over but since SS doesnt have football I'll have to drive in the car with him, wont be able to sing along with the radio and then suffer the anxiety about what's gonna pop out of his mouth once we get there.

I finally told my Hubby last night about how I feel about SS. After I told him he was so sad and depressed that I down played the whole situation and told him I was just pissed about SS drinking my juice and that I would probably be over it in the morning.

This morning he says "I looked at your email and see that you joined a step-parenting site. I'm really glad that your trying to find a way to deal with it, because I thought I was gonna have to send him back to live with his mother." He was so happy that I didn't have the heart to burst his bubble and tell him I would prefer that SS go back to BM.

I really don't want to take him to Bible study!!!!!!!!
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Can't wait till he's gone!!!!
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