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Have You Ever Lost It With A SKID?

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Submitted by tired... on Sat, 04/04/2015 - 5:53pm

After getting hit again by SS11, called a bitch, whore, etc by him with DW sitting not more than 3 feet away, I LOST IT.

SS11's actions were unprovoked by the way and DW said NOTHING to him.

No, I didn't hit him, never crossed my mind. Though, I have had friends tell me I should bust his behind. It isn't my place and DW isn't really into discipline either it seems.

I gave DW a moment to decide if she wanted to be a perent and she just kind of shrugged.

Sooo I lost it.

Breast Development?

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Submitted by tired... on Sat, 04/04/2015 - 3:24pm

My DW follows SD13 and SS11 into the bathroom at shower time occasionally to check for breast development and new hair.

She will also have everyone stop what they are doing to see how big and "muscular" SS11 (the one that has hit me) is getting. The child is about as wide as he is tall...no muscles. She also stares at him, looking his body up and down, in admiration.

I look at my DDs and wonder where time has gone but don't feel the need to look at them naked or stare at them.

I find it kind of disgusting in a way.

Long time, no update

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Submitted by tired... on Fri, 03/27/2015 - 6:15pm

I've posted a couple times before about my skids. A LOT has happened since.

SS11 has developed a new habit...hitting me. Trying to talk to DW is pointless. It turns into an argument and somehow gets twisted around to where I somehow deserved to be hit.

He has also threaten to "seriously hurt" me.

It's over stupid things too, like catching him digging in my closet and asking him to get out of there.

Part Deuce

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Submitted by tired... on Wed, 02/11/2015 - 6:59am

SD13 and SS11 are also very violent. Every time they come for a visit, one of the younger DD's get hurt. DD13 hides in her room because she can't stand SS11 especially.

DW's excuse range from "that never happened" to "he was just playing (after a concussion)" and "They've been through a traaaaaauuuuummaa"
And of course, my kids are wimps because they were taught from an early age to use their words and not hit.

The trauma in question is her split from EX three years ago. In that case, shouldn't everyone be able to just punch whoever? Sure would be nice.

Ugh...

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Submitted by tired... on Wed, 02/11/2015 - 6:38am

I wrote a long introduction but the Internet must have eaten it so here goes again...lol

I stumbled across this website a few days ago, have been lurking and finally decided to introduce myself.

I am a 33 year old bio mom and sm. There is DD13, DD12, DD8, SD13, and SS11. I have been married for 2 years and it is a same sex marriage. I only mention that to avoid confusion when I mention DW, hope not to offend anyone.