This morning I was cleaning house and low and behold I am cleaning up the mess in the rec room around where ss18 sleeps. I found several dishes and rotten food stuffed into his laundry pile. It smelled and had vile mold growing on the remains. I texted SO and said "I'm done". He didn't text back for awhile and then he did and he said ss18 is "moving out today". He brought him home to clean up the mess awhile ago and then without a word they both left again. Now I am wondering if in fact SO will hold to his word or was he just placating me.

Ok I am sitting here just feeling so BLAH. As you've readin my blog, I have the ss18 from hell. He moved back in about a month ago. For details read my previous blogs but for now I am btw a rock and a hard place. My SO who is soon to be my dh, first mentioned to me when ss18 needed a place to stay that ss would only stay here for 2 or 3 mights. Initially SO was going to camp out in the truck with ss until he could get him into a place.

I am trying so hard to set firm bounderies but this whole situation is bazaar and out of my control - I feel. We had to kick my ss18 out of our house about 3 months ago b/c he was not following our rules at all.

I'm just wondering if this is just me imagining this or if others might be seeing/experiencing similar things/feelings. I am a lot different then my ss's bm. She is drug/alcoholic, didn't do ANY housework ever (dh did it all plus worked full time when he was married to her) and I am no drugs, rare glass of wine, cook, clean, bake, laundry washed & folded etc. So here's the feeling I get, that my ss's resent me for making their bm look lame.