I had a doctor's appointment last week and I was a mess. My doctor believes that I'm sufferinfg from PPD. She prescribed me medication and referred me to a therapist. 

As of late, i don't want to be around my stepkids(OSS16,YSS14,SD13). Normally, they're pretty good and I used to enjoy them being in my home, but as of late, I find myself getting more and more irritated with them. Espically with the constant need to bring up BM. Lately, BM had been sending them with whatever bakes good she makes. This time, they brought a cake that she prepared herself. I didn't partake in any but everyone else did including my DD and our BS. Then DH had to listen his kid's speech about BM, but to be fair DH did ask of ther week with her was. Anyhow I got somewhat annoyed and exused myself. 

I'm actually dreadng this week......sigh.