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Submitted by RandomOne on Fri, 07/26/2013 - 8:20pm

That I didn't want to pick up ss8? My guy is working late and I was in the middle of cleaning the house when he called and asked if I could get his son for him. I don't like doing stuff like this, I don't even go in with them when he drops his son off. I told him I was in the middle of doing something and its up to him, he got frustrated ans said hell take care of it. I told him his son is here to see him, not me, so regardless of what time his son is here it will be late before he sees him. This isn't the first time that he has to pick up his son at 8 or 9 np but what ever.

Last night

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Submitted by RandomOne on Sat, 07/13/2013 - 9:29am

Thank you for those that tried to desyfer *sp? my post from last night. Some sort of emotinal vodoo came over me and random things were going thru my mind lol. as much as i would like to pretend its done and over with - it just proves i still have some things to comminicate with my guy about. kids, actually having conversations with me vs one sentence replies, and what ever else im not too thrilled about.

7/12/13

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Submitted by RandomOne on Fri, 07/12/2013 - 9:45pm

Guy got home and we went to pick up his son. Things we're dine till my guy started moving stuff him the kids room back into the guys room we are re doing, I didn't see the point ignoring it back.just to move it again. Then my guy says 'my son is only here for 2/3 weekends a month, I want him to have space in his room.' For some odd ball reason I free a hair up my butt and that hot a nerve. I am late for my monthly (I promise im not pregnant) and I don't know if that has a keyin my switch. I got angry and then emotional in a matter of moments and it's not getting any better.

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Submitted by RandomOne on Sat, 05/18/2013 - 7:17pm

So ss8 has a baseball tournament thing today - starting at 9 am. that means his realtives had to pick him up at 8 (there goes any ideas of sleeping in). i wasnt able to do anything but stay home and work. they dont ever know how long anything will take and thats fine. (his team coach doesnt let them know anything till the day before if that). well i tell them its fine since i would be home most of the day to work.

JUMP!

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Submitted by RandomOne on Thu, 05/16/2013 - 3:03pm

So I have decided to just go for it.
More interest in interacting with my ss8 that is.
I want to be an important person in my ss8 life like he is in mine. I am not his mom and I don’t ever want to replace her. I just want to be a person he cares for. I want him to know I care for him and he can always talk to me if he needs to.
I just need to ‘jump in’ if I am going to ‘adapt’ and be the person I want to be. I am a creature of habit and routine so it may be hard but I know it will be worth it.

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Submitted by RandomOne on Tue, 05/14/2013 - 3:12pm

Hello!

I cant say how happy i was to run across this site! It is extremely hard to talk with my guy about my feeling regarding his son and I honestly feel so bad for having them.