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I think i'm going to leave town for Thanksgiving...just because i'm sick of it all.

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Submitted by overit2 on Mon, 11/21/2011 - 10:46am

So with all that's going on-I'm seriously thinking i might fly down to my brothers in TX for Thanksgiving-just fly thu am and return friday...it doesn't cost me a penny to travel because of my benefits, and flights don't look bad.
I'm just really needing to be around my family right now with all that's going on.

I miss him, I hate skid wknds!

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Submitted by overit2 on Sun, 11/20/2011 - 1:35pm

}:) I loathe skid wknds, I caved Friday and had them come by a bit, only becuz my bios asked me to. My oldest bs12 had his friend "break up" with him never seen him cry so much ahhhh he just had to see sd to talk. It was more of the same, she started egging them to play tag and run around At movie time, went in my room to grab a pillow and the big couch. Then bf gets her MY fav blanket when he knows there are tons in boys room, I grabbed it back and said nobody uses but me, she argued for 5 min and bf at least backed me up.

Well, one can certainly tell when its Skid weekend. BARF!

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Submitted by overit2 on Fri, 11/18/2011 - 9:58am

So I haven't yet given him the letter...I was kind of waiting to see if he brought up us getting together w/the kids, but since he hasn't-I'm waiting. I will give it to him soon though.

So up until yesterday all was good w/him and I....I think after him hearing the boys ask about her coming over and me not answering he was getting the 'hint' that I"m not ready for it yet.

How would this be taken?

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Submitted by overit2 on Wed, 11/16/2011 - 10:25am

Hey Hon,

You might find this note confrontational, but please know that this is me trying to protect myself and also protect our relationship. If I continue to allow things as they have been then we will not have a chance of making it, because I WILL walk away for my own good. There ARE ways we can work through it, but you will have to respect those “ways” that I feel can help me/us right now. Yes right now I’m trying the ‘disengaged route’….and I’m not sure I’m ready to change that quite yet. It’s the only thing I can find to do that works.

Peace at last!!

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Submitted by overit2 on Sun, 11/06/2011 - 1:25pm

How wonderful I'm cleaning house and cramping and I am amazed at how happy I feel and at peace, just me and my sons. Soaking up the peace and happiness with no bullying and disrespect I can get used to this!!! I miss him but this separate wknds is the answer right now! I feel rested and happy with no hate from every moment oozing lol!!! Love it!!!!

I think I figured out the reason for my hostility and anger with SD-she's a THREAT!!!

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Submitted by overit2 on Thu, 11/03/2011 - 3:59pm

OK OK -I know they give us a million reasons to be sick of them...BUT, lately (and of course PMS has set in again so that's always fun!)..the increased anger has been completely out of control. I cannot stop thinking about how much I dislike her, how many wrong things she does, how I wish she didn't exist, how he pisses me off w/not disciplining her....but I go to bed or wake up in the early am and can't go back to sleep because I keep thinking of all this vitriol I want to say and get out. Slowly I'm opening up more.

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