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Has anyone taken a break??
I almost stayed over at a friend's house this past Thursday night because my H and I are having problems...or should I say I'm having issues with us. He told me he wanted to work to fix things and didn't want me to leave. So I stayed. Well the terms were that he was not to take me for granted and to tell me what's going on with my SD8's childcare considering I watch her most of the time, as agreed.
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completely unappreciated and taken for granted...
So I'm thinking about staying at a friend's house tonight. Actually, for a couple of days.
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Affection starved...
Happy belated mom's day to everyone!
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Medical question/concern...
Does anyone know anything about hyperthyroidism? My doctor has said for a little while that she wanted me to get tested for a thyroid levels b/c she thinks mine is hyperactive. I do have some symptoms but nothing that affects my life, that I notice anyway. So I went and got my labs done yesterday and I was reading up on it too. What I read scared the crap out of me. That it can cause bone and heart disease if not taken care of, etc. etc...
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Why?? Another confused blog...
I've been blogging a lot lately b/c I feel that my life is turned completely upside-down. SD8 has been throwing an attitude toward me for a little while now, since she started seeing the socio again. I do everything for that girl and I get no appreciation. My H also gives me no appreciation. I do feel like I'm blogging about the same thing over and over but I do want to hope that things will get better.
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Cross your fingers for us...
So my H is in apparently serious violation of the visitation agreement btw. him and the socio regarding SD8. Well b/c of socio's abuse of SD my H wasn't allowing socio to get her, well socio didn't have problems with that. Until a month ago when she filed papers that my H was in violation. So the consequences of this is jail time. Well we have full custody of SD and the socio doesn't want custody, great mom huh?
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Mourning the loss of my old life...
So I basically can't stop crying today because I miss my old life. I miss being single and living in NYC. I miss being free and independent. I miss not having to deal with SD8's **** and let alone the socio. I'm tired.
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Another thing I just realized...
You know I actually was having hope that maybe BM could be somewhat civil. I wasn't hoping that she would be totally civil but somewhat. Well there is not hope now for the f'ing b***h. She is evil and will never change. Why do we keep having hope in the sociopaths in our lives?? Just ranting and am mad at myself for thinking there could actually be hope!!! No more...there is none.
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The worst Easter ever...
Well to everyone else Happy Easter...
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now I feel bad...continued from my rant
So I said earlier that I was really sick of the sight of my SD8. She lives with us FT and the socio completely screws her up after a night with her. Anyway this contributes to my anxiety and loathfulness toward her. Lately it's been bad, I just want to move away.
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