RULES DO NOT APPLY WHEN YOU'RE 22! Let's start with my junior year of high school. My mom has always been a single parent. I have a total of 4 siblings, all completely different age groups. Me being the youngest I saw a lot of do's and don't's. My older siblings kind of helped mom raise us, "us" me and the sister that's only 2 years older than me. She " 2 years older sister" we'll call her Q. So Q is my little rider, my bestie, Q also left me after she turned 18. So now it's just me and mom at home. I'm finishing HS, no bestie at home anymore, mom is always at work. I used my spare time on Chatlines, Back when " MySpace" was a thing. 

I met this guy who we'll call "Wendell". Wendell at the time was 31 years old and I'm 16, so yeah a 15 year age gap. I told my mom I met this guy and I wanted to get an apartment with him, of course, she asked questions. How old is he? where did you meet him? how long have you both been chatting? etc. I lied to my mom about how old he was, I moved into a place with this guy at 17. before we continue yes he knew I was 17. We lived in the place for a year, while I'm finishing my junior year in HS. I pleaded to him that I missed my mom and I wanted to move closer to her. He agreed and we moved 10 mins. away from her. I graduated from HS and he wanted to get married and have a family. 17 and a mother, HELL NALL! no, I'm not shittn on teen moms, but remember I'm the youngest who saw the do's and don't's and having a kid at 17 was definitely a DON'T.  

I wanted to have fun but without the rules. My mom rules rather. If I stay with him I can do all that I please like openly drink and smoke and have sex without the parental patrol. I knew if I went back home all that I thought was "fun" would end. 8 YEARS LATER, me and Wendell still rocking it, but barely. I knew this wouldn't last long, but who thought it would last this long. I was only here for the ride. I cheated on Wendell almost the entire time we were "together". sadly he knew or at least he thought he did. I was a teenager of course I did stupid shit. WHO DIDN'T?....to be continued 

P.S. I shall return.