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SS whining and crying...

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SS cried last night for like a half-hour. Over what? Because my son is also here. "What's HE doing heeeereeee?" *whine* *cry* *sob* - acting like the world is coming to an end.

This morning he was thrilled to see that my son was already gone (to an early morning hunting class) and made no effort to hide his excitement.

OMG I can't stand this kid.

I can't look at him.

The sound of his voice irritates the fuck out of me.

I can't even bring myself to talk to him or to be in the same room with him.

SD becoming friends with kids in my family? Oh hell no...

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So my cousin and her husband are foster parents. They have recently taken in and will be adopting this really amazing 12 year old African American girl (I'll call her "J"). Seriously, this girl is amazing. Talk about resiliency...

Anyway, my H gets this bright idea, in front of SD, to suggest that I call my cousin to find out if SD and "J" can hang out together. SD gets pretty stoked about it. Me? Not so much. :O

I did call and talk to my cousin, and my cousin was kind of down for it, but we both have our concerns. On both sides. "J" has her own issues as well.

OMG Can't wait for SD to go back to BM's...

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This girl canNOT sing. She thinks she can. Her father tells her she can. He oozes adulation on her - egging her on. "Oh honey, you sound so great!" as he moons over her like she is going to be the next Brittney Spears.

But OMG this girl sounds like a dying cat. I am NOT exaggerating. She canNOT carry a tune. She is not even in the realm of being able to sing. I, literally, want to stab a screwdriver into my eardrums so that I don't have to hear her sing.

I just found the key to our bedroom hidden in SS's room...

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Ok, I'm not proud: I had a moment that I went into SS's room purposefully to grab and bend the bill of his favorite ball cap. He wears the rims straight and freaks if it is bent even in the slightest. So yes, I am pissed that he won't cop to the fact that he damaged the drawing and that he feels free to be rude to everyone around him. Yes, I was going to seek retribution. I have been talking myself out of it, because it's not the kind of person I am, but I had a moment of weakness.

SS is dead to me

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My plan is to avoid having to even look at the kid. I can't even stand the sound of his voice.

Friday night I went out to some haunted houses with my sister and didn't come home until after 1am. Never even saw or heard the kid.

Yesterday, I was on the phone in the morning, I said NOTHING to the kid. I didn't even look at him. Then I took a shower and left "to do errands." My H did ask me if I wanted to go on a bike ride with them. Nope. Are you kidding me???

I stayed gone (shopping, hanging with friends, etc) until 12:30am.

SS is here...

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Yuck.

This kid makes my stomach hurl.

I missed SD's visit last weekend because I had the foresight to schedule an out-of-town visit. I wasn't so smart this weekend.

I think I might go sit up at the library all day. There is no f*cking way I can be around this kid all day.

Update on Job Interview

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I want to thank everyone who sent prayers and good juju my way!

I interviewed on Tuesday and walked out feeling like I BOMBED it. I was so disappointed in my performance.

But the agency just called me to let me know that as long as my reference check out, they will be extending me a job offer! My references are all in order and have already been informed that I interviewed and might hear from the agency. They are all excited for me and told me that they will give me the best reference ever! YAY!

WOOHOO!!!!

I am so excited and so happy!!!! YAY!!!

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