Well tonight when my husband got home from work, I ran through the days events for him. I had no sooner got done telling him the baby (11 mo) had been up most of the night and had been "out of sorts" all day, and I believed him to be a bit constipated. As soon as I get this all out the baby started to fuss a bit and hubby says "ohhh, quit your whining" in a loud, gruff voice. I reminded him of what I just got done saying and asked why he always yells at him especially when I just got done saying he doesn't feel good? Hubby snapped at me saying he wasn't yelling and why do I always think he is? If i percieve his tone to be mean, wouldn't baby? (he did finally go potty btw) Hubby always sounds mean when he talks to baby and my 4yr old. It's definately different than the tone he uses with his son. I'm also making stuff up when I point this out. Sometimes, I really almost believe I must be imagining it.

Well the SS8 has H1N1. He was exposed to it first before his mother decided to take him down for a vaccination. As if that was going to help after the fact. Well sure enough he came down with it. His mother is taking such excellent care of him by giving him nothing but kool aid to drink. I hope hubby isn't stupid enough to try to get him this wknd and expose the little ones to it.

I mentioned before that my BS4 has been referred to a pediatric GI specialist at the nearest childrens hosp 2 hrs away. The soonest he can be seen there is January 19, 2010. Someone has called the Shriners and they are going to meet with us to see if they can help. My hubby didn't react what-so-ever to this news. I feel somewhat relieved that we may be able to find out something sooner. Of course, I'm the only one that deals with his issues as it's just too much for hubby. He can't deal with anything that comes out of the children because it's too gross for him (as if I find it to be tremendous fun) and he can't give meds because he never reads anything and tends to try to OD the kids. (I caught him about to give baby a rather large dose of ibuprofen one time and forbade he ever give meds again) he doesn't see the harm in too much meds as it's his habit to always take more than the reccommended dosage for himself. He isn't a real large guy.

Well I know I tend to get of subject sometimes but I really feel so much better after doing this. I don't have any friends or anyone to really talk to. I've never blogged before either. My first one was kind of a gush, lol. Thank you so much to all of you.

I may find my sanity here