BS16 is going to summer school to get ahead on hours and while he was at school yesterday...someone went into his room, moved things around and took some of his expensive art pastel pencils. Not sure who did it since there are 3 people at the house (SD13 and her friends)while we are at work...think it might be time for a nanny cam or an outside lock on the door.

Guess I must overreact to SD12 close to 13 now sitting on her father's lap for over an hour at a time all the while he is holding her with his arms embraced around her,fingers intertwined as he is rocking her or rubbing up and down her back or patting her ass or rubbing her leg. Everyone at the party thinking how sweet...I actually thought things were getting better but this was the worst it has ever been. Seems like being in a social setting is a trigger. I feel sick and I honestly think it must be me who has the problem.

We have a wedding to attend tonight...or I should say DH and his mini bride are attending a wedding and I will be the third wheel with no one to sit next to or talk to...it is kinda cold to boot...yay for me. Maybe some single guy will think I'm alone and try and talk to me...lol It's happened before!

SD11 knows that nnnadddddyyyy is going to get his (our) tax refund soon and he always buys her expensive gifts and takes her where she wants to go when there is extra money and boy is she ever sucking up...absolutely pathetic. It has really been nice the last couple of weeks...she avoids being home as much as possible...hardly saw her at all-so peaceful. Now that Nnnnaaaaaaaaadddyyy has mentioned the tax refund (dumbass) she hasn't left his side telling him everything she wants and everywhere she wants him to take her.