For three years I've been trying to do the Brady bunch thing I paid for trips for the stepkids grocery speed cable TV allow my car to be used and we wake up in the morning walk into the room and nobody will say anything I would clean up now the after myself in the kitchen but after the kids so that my second wife the ease some  of the house work after she gets off work and this is in in addition to my demanding full-time job spend the last two weeks when they completely ignored me not saying thank you for any birthday gifts Christmas gifts going out to dinner the mother will have to remind the 17 and 22 year old stepkids to say thank you for dinner and thank you for the Christmas and birthday gifts I had enough. Now I'm not cleaning up after them I don't pay the cable TV I don't pay for the internet I don't pay for anything that I don't use and in fact I'm paying my share of the household expenses equivalent to one room because I'm stuck in one bedroom whenever they're here blasting the TV. Now I'm being the father that I was supposed to be after I divorce for my own biological son how I allowed three years to escape not giving him the love and affection he deserved.

For Mother's Day her kids borrow a bottle of tequila some movie tickets and did not even get her any flowers o and a candy bar here she is she buys her daughter a brand new car pays for her son's activities and that's all they can give her. I didn't say a thing because it didn't bother her. So it's time for me to move on I hope that the marriage will last but I realized I didn't fail the second marriage the one thing I can say I don't know if I'm marrying again to someone who has kids I don't care how old they are wow

I asked God to forgive me I love my wife but our kids are atrocious are horrible mean and selfish so I stop everyone from using my car and we don't do things as a family that I tried to do earlier and the sad part of it is that she doesn't see it. I'm preparing my exit strategy getting my own place will visit her but I'm wondering how long that will last because life is too sure and if someone said to me I'm easy on easy on the eyes and I don't have to take this I just think God then I woke up! Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior!