I have come to the conclusion that after three years nothing is going to change. He may have asked me to marry him three years ago but still nobody knows and I'm beginning to think maybe he just doesn't want to it can't all be because of SD 18. Right? How can she have that much control. I hate her. I hate all his broken promises and I think if you love someone you don't do that to them.

SD texted DH. I love you DH. Hope you had a good day. Tell SM I miss her. Are you freaken kidding me. What ever. Funny it comes on the same day as the nasty email from BM about how awful I am and how SD hates me everything is my fault I'm a witch. She doesn't want to be my friend. What a Damn joke.

BM texted DH about our netflix account. SS15 told her I was mad because she and her BF were using it. So she said the following:
Next time we are using something you provide just let us know and we won't do it. I have gotten an account and feel free to use it. I won't be policing it. And please don't be mad at SS15 as he was just explaining why the password was changed.

So at Christmas we got skids winter coats. Of course BM just couldn't afford coats for them. They are here for their weekend visit. It's 20 degrees outside. She sent them with a sweatshirt and they are both fevering and coughing. Idiot. Sorry but her tantrums regarding how we are shitty parents because we don't dress them appropriately or that we don't do anything for them is getting old. Pack a coat you stupid woman!