Well. My 17 year old told his dad about my stroke. I'm sure i'll be getting a motion to modify custody in the next couple weeks. I already had a massive breakdown over it. With peeing my pants & bloody nose & fight to get my clothes off included. I've calmed down as it's been 24 hours since the lil blessing dropped the news on us.

I talking to the younger kids. Explained carbon dioxide high in blood. Organs look great. The effects are weakness, confusion, being tired, numbness. Never said the word stroke. Told them. No need to be scared. Mom has had lots of test done I'm healthy. All true. But didn't say the one word. PA in ER wasn't sure. It was the follow ups that it was determined what it was. Because PA dropped the ball.

So we will see how it goes. I'm tired. Tired of it all. Physically. Mentally. Emotionally. Everything.

Please if you read this tell me to fight. Cause right now I'm thinking. "I'm just going to walk away & stipulate." My ex is a sociopath. I can't do that. But I'm so tired.