Dear BM

It has been exactly 1 month and 2 days since I have last seen my SSs. It has been exactly 1 month and 2 days since YOU caused SO to lose his job. It has been exactly 1 month and 2 days and I am still battling the hurt and depression that YOU have caused me. When I called you a shitty mother, I meant it. You do not care for your children. If you did, why did your estranged husband raise concerns about the way you treat your children. He wasn't the best stepfather for them, but he knew when to raise concerns. Most days I wish that you would follow MY father's advice and file harassment charges against me since you decided that he would be the best person for you to talk to. You made it quite clear that I am not allowed to have anything to do with YOUR children because I'm apparently "crazy" and I "might hurt them." Come on, fat ass, I lived with you for 2 months because SO thought it would be better than staying with his sister. You had 2 months to observe me around your children. I'm sorry that you don't believe in discipline, but I do. I'm sorry that when I give SS2 a time out, you think that I'm killing him.

When you left and refused to tell SO or SO's family where you were, I did call DHS on you. And I'm pretty sure that you're committing welfare fraud, but I can't prove it. So you're getting lucky there. Karma will catch up to you and your skank ass little sister and, since you've burned so many bridges, I'm sure how many will be there to help you when you fall.

I'm sorry that you think it's a crime that SS2 loves me. I'm sorry that I know when SS 7mos is sick and needs to go to the doctor and I'm sorry that I'm the one that can soothe him when he's crying. You would know too, if you didn't spend all your time on the computer looking for your next lay. BTW, I wonder how long this job you have is going to last. SO got you a job and you quit after 2 weeks. Really? You have children to support.

And, now do you see that SO is NEVER GOING TO GET BACK TOGETHER WITH YOU? It's just not going to happen. I'm sorry to tell you that, because, as much as you don't want to admit it, we all know that you want him back. Well, you shouldn't have ran off on him a year ago. You took the money that he gave you for the rent on the apartment that you shared with him and ran off. You left him to deal with the eviction and paying the balance on the apartment. And, then he still gave you $1000 in cash for SS2. What did you do with it? You used it to get you and your husband a house. A house that your husband kicked you out of less than a month later. Then you had the balls to come trying whine and cry about it to my SO. You gave a sob story about how you couldn't get your life together and everyone was making decisions for you and you couldn't deal with the stress of taking care of SS2. So we helped you out and took SS2 to live with us while you were supposed to be straightening out your life. But, what did you do? Call everyday and whine and cry about how you thought that we were taking SS2 away from you.

You are an ungrateful little bitch. I love how you used to text me and tell me that I better give SS2 back to you clean and bathed, like I didn't. We sent him back to you cleaned, bathed, and in clothes that fit him instead of your clothes that were too small for him.

What are some other things I can pin against you? Let's try the time you tried to abandon the kids with us so you could run off to Virginia or the time that, as punishment for biting, you bit SS2 back hard enough to leave a bruise on his arm. Then there was the time you told SO that he didn't deserve to see the kids because we were broke and couldn't fill up your gas tank. And, from what we hear, you've been telling your entire family that SO is not the biological father to SS 7mos. Well, we do plan on having a paternity test done when WE APPLY TO GIVE YOU CHILD SUPPORT SO THAT WE KNOW THE KIDS ARE TAKEN CARE OF.

There's not much else that I can say. I'm just tired of your bullshit and like I said, karma will come back and bite you in your flabby ass. I am more of a "mommy" to your children than you'll ever be. I don't see them as dollar signs, I see them for the beautiful, intelligent kids they are. So just have fun trying to find your next lay because I really believe you are truly incapable of anything more than that.

Love
LadyTremaine

I'm sorry y'all. I've been keeping these feelings pent up since BM left with the kids and I needed to get them out. I'm just depressed all the time and it's killing me not being able to see my skids. I really do love them, it's the BM I absolutely hate.