I am so happy that I found this place. I wish that I had real friends like you all that lived by me. I would love nothing more than a girls night to vent, cry, laugh and help each other out.

My story is not changing although I do try. My bf thinks its okay to put his brat before us. Even though I have proven that she and her mother is manipulative. I have been made out to be an incredibly terrible person. And I even started believing it. I was physically and mentally abused by my first husband and my second was one who told me what I wanted to hear, but then burst my bubble a week after I donated a kidney and was laid up.
Then my bf from high school found me and I thought he was perfect. Once again a wolf in sheeps clothing. The kids he calls his are not his they are step kids but he has raised them. Up until his ex slept with everyone in the county. But some how he forgives her and makes me out to be terrible when I refuse to be pushed around by his sd10. Oh, what white trash she is!
I live in a big beautiful home that I now can barely afford to keep. My bf slowly moved in with me yet when asked by his friends/ex he says he doesnt. He did say this summer he would help pay costs to stay here. WELL, I have seen that a couple times.

He dropped a bomb on me a month or so ago saying he wanted out. I did not want that. SO I thought it was getting worked out. But then again he did it. I said no more, you gotta go and I don't want to see you anymore. He could not believe I said no more. No dating no friend, just go away.
He ended up staying and has yet to leave. And not pay either. I find myself still being played by his ex n kid. Like today, he went to pick up her without telling me and then went to his friends (supposedly) now what she is staying the night or week or what? I feel as though I have no say, when I do say I get made out to be a bitch. Yes I know this is my house and yes I know I need to lay down the law. I have got to stop letting them walk all over me. I know this, I just wish I had someone here to give me the strength I need. To help me with filling my sad times with laughter. I really want a friend.

I enrolled back into college. I start in a week, I want to try and fill my time with that but worry I may not be able to concetrate with a broken heart. I guess I just dont understand how someone can use another, hurt them when they know it does, and think they are in the right some how. I'm living in shock right now and dont know where to go.
I'm sorry its a confusing story. Thanks for everyone who is here to lend support. Its sad we have to have a place like this and that so many go thru the same things.