I always feel like such a B-word when the topic of my boyfriends girls and ex get brought up.
Last night was a Wednesday and of course he went to have dinner with them. When he got home later in the eveing I asked how dinner was and how the girls were. He said it was ok, and that the girls just wanted Mcdonalds, and after he said well lets go to the park, and they both just wanted to go home. He felt bad because he wanted to spend time with them. So that basically lead to the conversation of is his Ex still moving (she planned on moving like 4 hours away), and he goes into how the last he heard was she wasnt sure, and about how she is probably moving for some stupid boyfriend and how thats not good for the girls unless shes serious, blah, blah blah. Obviously I cant explain all of the background and story, but it basically hurts my feelings.
And I do this and feel this way EVERYTIME!! Im so dumb. I feel like he would rather have THEM around, I feel like he was upset his EX WIFE has a boyfriend.
To me, she isnt a bad mother. Now I think she is a total B word, but not a bad mother. Why try and take the kids more?? She isnt bad, and I certainly do not want them more than we already have them. And why on earth does he give 2 sh*ts if she is moving for a boyfriend or not? He moved in with me 2 weeks after we met ( please dont lecture) so why is her situation any different?
I guess it just feels like he is almost jealous that she has a boyfriend. Before he would tell me that he actually liked his away time from the girls. He loves them of course, but it was kind of nice having EOW and every Wednesday. Now its like EVERYTHING is about the kids, and HER.
Im being a very standoffish B word to him today and I feel terrible.
Ugghhh.. I hate exs and skids. poo on all of em.