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Fact is, I just don't care....

katielee's picture

Submitted by katielee on Sat, 05/09/2015 - 6:35pm

DH wants me to care. SD13 wants me to care. I even want me to care.

But I just don't care.

DH sends her in with me tonight to "learn to cook" {{{{sigh}}}

SD announces she will be willing to try some of my shepherd's pie tonight. She tells me she is trying. Can I tell she is trying?

Yes, I can...

But all I want her to do is leave me alone. My switch has flipped. I no longer care and I can't make myself care. I don't like her. I don't dislike her. My give-a-damn is broke. I ran out of fucks to give.

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robin333's picture

Submitted by robin333 on Sat, 05/09/2015 - 7:57pm

Sounds like it has taken much to get you to apathy. Will probably take the same effort and more (positive effort) to reverse it.

There's a quota on give a damn and give a f*ck.

katielee's picture

Submitted by katielee on Sat, 05/09/2015 - 8:35pm

I just don't know if it IS reversible, even with effort. I have this inner switch, and once it flips off it's DONE, OVER, CAPUT. I found that out with past ex's. No matter how hard I try or how much I'd love for things to work, I can't get it back. And it seems that switch has flipped:(

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Submitted by oneoffour on Sat, 05/09/2015 - 10:40pm

Actions speak louder than words. Accept that today you don't care. See what happens tomorrow. If she gets up and for the next year cleans all the bathrooms and is very nice to you would that make a difference? I think it would.

Just accept today you don't care.