I'm no longer a SM

DH and I split last night. There is nothing left to fix. Last night was the first time in a very long time that I slept by myself, I thought I would have been sadder but I wasn't. I slept great, woke and felt like such a weight had been lifted off of me. Packed all of DH's stuff and put it on the porch for him to get. I hate to sound heartless but I'm not sad. I feel like we have been split for a while and both so complacent with each other we just never pulled the trigger. I don't want to live in complacency any longer. I have no clue what my next move is here. All my thoughts for my future always included my DH, so right now I guess I'm just trying to find out who I am with out him.

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Thanks to all of you.

Thank you Meer, the last saw

Thank you Meer, the last saw was when I found out he had Inbred had broken up with her bf, and he had been going to her house to see the kids. That's why he wasn't gung-ho about going to court about it. Then I realized I have absolutely no trust or respect for this man and I deserve at the least an honest loyal man. His kids meant more, I get that but will never come second to an ex.

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Thanks to all of you.

Thank you Meer, the last saw

Thank you Meer, the last saw

You'll find your way- you are

Hey EvilSM! So sorry. But

Again, thank you for all the

Lol going to therapy is what

That's on the verge of

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I'm no longer a SM

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