So just venting here. The weekend has begun. Picked up SD12 from her play (she was in a play this week). BM was there with her SO. BM and SO were actually fine and pleasant to deal with.

But when we met with SD12 she didn't even look at me or say "hi". I bought her flowers (which I gave to DH to give to her for her performance) and he gave them to her. She liked them. But what got me was she TOTALLY ignored me - it was like I was invisible. She wouldn't even LOOK at me in front of her BM, BM's SO, and DH. WHATEVER.

Then we get home and I bought her this awesome cupcake to have DH give to her - and her favorite dinner. And so she gets all this stuff. She just basically said it was good but that she was "sooo tired" from her draining week at drama camp I guess?

Anyway, I sat on the little loveseat...DH sat on the couch. SD sat right next to DH and was all snuggling up on him the whole evening cooing "I love you Dadeeee" over and over.

It's just annoying. And I'm kinda pissed at myself for a)allowing it to even bother me and b)even getting myself into this stupid mess.

Anyway - That's all folks! Here's hoping your weekend pans out better than mine. I REALLY need to find ways to get the H*LL outta this house and build more of a life for myself outside of this.

OH! And she never says goodnight to me - yet DH tucks her in and tells her elaborate bedtime stories every night...ugh...