I am so hurt and lost. I am raising my step son because his mother is a crack whore that is in prison. She hasn't seen him since infancy. My step son also has FASD. I have been so confused about everything going on in my life. I care about my step son because he does depend on me and I am the only mommy he has. It's just so hard at the same time because I have my own bio kids! They get the short end of the stick usually because my step son requires so much attention. If you remove my step son from our life my marriage is great my parenting is good and I am so happy with my life. He is an innocent child. I'm so upset though because I didn't make bad choices and I'm raising a child with problems. And not by choice I could not say no to my husband. I love him too much. I am in therapy 2 times a week for this and I have no clue what more to do. It's only been a year since I had him. Will it get better?
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