Summer is here. I get the feeing SS7's BM wants to pawn him off on us a LOT. We are supposed to share him 50/50, every other week. We asked to switch weekends and instead we get him 3 weekends in a row (feels like the whole month!). BM says she needs to take pictures of weddings (her new business), but I don't get why his stepdad can't watch him (BM has 2 little girls as well). I need my space and time with MY boys (ages 4 and 2). My husband wants him every chance we get but he also works 4 10's, and I am the one taking care of everyone (he sleeps in til noon on his 3 days off.. boys get up by 7). My husband is a great dad and he knows that I don't love my bio kids and SS7 the same way and that I fail at being a good fair stepmom all the time. I do my best but definitely don't do THE best job. I get tired of having a 7yr old.. I don't feel old enough for a child that age. My husband was 19 when his son was born so I would have been 18.... It's hard for me to parent a kid that is so old. Since I don't have the emotional attachment, I feel like I don't know what to do with a 7yr old! Just venting... Any advice would be great. Feeling overwhelmed and dreading the summer... Come back school!