Hello everyone,

I started writing posts on here a few months ago. I have been dealing with a broken heart for many years because there was a divorce in my family, and shortly after that- the women that was my stepmother for years cut me out of her life. I never had an explanation why, and I did contact her then, but I never heard a response. From dealing with her in the past- she is the type of person that never confronts but just ignores and you never know the reason why, but I have decided to take control of my life once again.

I have had nightmares about her for years, and I feel there has been unfinished business. I have been praying hard, and the peace I have has led me to try to contact her one more time. I will do this knowing that I have no expectations but to be the bigger person and say sorry if I have offended her for some reason, but that I have always loved her, and that hope we can put this nonsense behind us. I am not sure what God has in store, but this is the path I am taking, and for the first time in years- I feel liberated. I will be contacting her soon, and either way I am ready for whatever it may be, but I will know in my heart that I tried.

Thank you all for all your advice that I feel has helped lead me to this.