despite repeated attempts, my words fall on deaf ears
it does not matter if it is what I would like for dinner, where we spend our days, or what my suggestions as far teaching SD (3yrs), she continues to blow me off. I am not generating as much revenue as I have in the past, or that she is now, but we're not hurting or wanting, and I do well to pick up the slack in other areas, but my darling lady has gotten to where she doesn't want any alone time. Her daughter sleeps with her everynight, and this cuts me out of that picture. At least two weeks ago I had that time with her, even as it's just sleep. But yesterday, regardless that I drew this to her attention, and after three days of trying to get her to understand that I don;t make this an either or thing, that she is looking at it like that,she has blown me off again today without so much as a kiss or less-than-rushed goodbye.
Is this my selfishness, or am I simply asking for what she does not have to give to me?
I love DW,`very much so, but
I love DW,`very much so, but have observed that this is just part of a family cycle that perpetuates. It is not an avoidance of sex that I am only speaking of here, but a non-interest in me pretty much altogether. As a result of my delicate working situation, I can understand if she is not aroused by me currently, if that were to be an issue, but a partner needs encouragement and an artist needs inspiration. And while I am inspired directly, I am creating tales of forlorn with no happy endings.
Thanks for the input, it's a relief that I may not be wrong.
well if this is the
well if this is the beginning, is there a happy ending, or do I just cut my losses (amiacably, she is easy to get along with on big issues)and write a busted love song? where do I decide that she's disengaged?
what comes after the baby in the bed?