It's only a day away, I get to hide my belongings that I don't want touched. I get to act like Carol Fucking Brady, walk on egg shells in MY house, watch everything I say and do and it won't matter. SS10 will still go home and tell lies and BS and create drama between SO and BM. Which will in return cause an argument between So and I. Because according to BM HER son doesn't lie even when called out and caught red handed.

2 weekends ago when the SKIDs where with us, I was sick as a dog and spent most of the weekend in bed, other then Cheering with my bio daughter. SO took the boys to Fun Time Junction last time to keep them out of my hair, he took a ton of pictures like most parents do. Well Sunday he was showing the boys the pictures and as he scrolled to the next picture he clicked off real quick, it was a picture of me. It wasn't a naked picture or anything inappropriate, but SO wasn't sure, yes we take pictures sometimes. Either way SS did not see anything. He proceed to interrogate SO about what the picture was and demanded to see it. SO told him several times no and it was none of his business what's on his phone.

SO brings the skids home on Sunday and was caring things in the house which by the way I HATE, I see no reason for SO to be in her house, but this time it had an advantage,SO was standing behind ss10 when he heard him tell BM "Dad showed me naked pictures and went on to tell BM what a horrible time he had with SO over the weekend." SO quickly said WHAT DID YOU SAY? I SHOWED YOU NAKED PICTURES? You had a bad time this weekend. Well SS looked and SO and said I didn't say that. SO said you're a liar,he told BM the whole story and told her before she had a chance to say a word, that " I am an grown ass man and I will have what I want on my phone and no 10 year old will tell me other wise, nor will you. She said NOTHING, she is not innocent as far as stories we hear about what's on her phone. He then said to BM so YOUR son is NOT a Liar? Really!? BM had nothing to say. SO then turned to SS and said why do you lie, your lies cause problems for everyone, you cause fights with me and Mom, with me and justanothergurl, if it is so bad at my house don't come anymore. He turned to YSS and asked him if he had fun and of course YSS said yea Dad I had a Great time, OSS you didn't have fun? Why are you lying and causing trouble and SO got the I don't know answer.

So STALKERS this is what I have to deal with, never knowing what this little shit will make up and tell his wretched POS mother. Why does he make up lies? I don't know and I don't care I am just tired of living like this EOWE and SO sees my mood shift the closer we get and I get the "you hate my kids" no just the fucking little liar bitch of a boy you got.

And those holier then Moms over on BC want to call us evil because we hate our skids, let them live a day in our lives!

Does it ever get better? Will I ever stop resenting that little shit and will I ever stop resenting the fact that the love of my life had to reproduce with a a wretched creature, the Sea Hag would have been better!