I love my husband more than I can express. He is the most amazing person I have ever met, hands down. But honestly if I knew what was in store for us I really don't know if I would have chose to do this to us. His ex is insanely jealous of me & of the fact he moved on & that I'm not even in the same category as far as looks. Her & her family is terrible, sexually perverse**. It drives me mad. She is remarried. Was remarried first. That doesn't matter. She contacts my ex. They work together. We are in court constantly. It's miserable. It's heaven with my husband & there are moments I'm not engulfed in stress that I lay thinking how much in love I am. Then there are times I think "I can't take anymore of this pressure!" I think maybe we coulda lived in the same town, been lovers & waited until the kids were out of the house. I know it's nuts to think that. We fell in love immediately. We were like magnets. It was passionate & wonderful & still is... It's just her. I hate being connected in this way to that thing. She's nasty. My ex is nasty. Ugh. Would you choose the same in hindsight?

**(Concerning the comment I made about her & her family being sexually perverse, I'm sure I will be elaborating on this in the future. I don't use this term lightly. & it's the major reason why I question my choice.)