This has been the worst Easter ever . My 2 teenage daughters have been away on holiday with their father, eldest has Aspergers so well deserved rest...but no DH arranges with bm for the over indulged skids to arrive...sd12 is little miss princess who also has a rather disturbing knowledge of sexual references which she likes to make at the dinner table.ss14 is a fast baby who cries if I make him eat vegetables so I have given up and allow him to laboriously puck all vegetable matter from his food.
This thine I decided to disengage and stay at a friend s which enraged DH so he was in a mood and I was on edge.he was supposed to pick me up Sunday didn't want an argument so picked me up at their bed time , telling me he wanted me to move out. I was shamefully extremely drunk and had worked my self into a state of heightened anxiety and self harmed
Thus happens every time they arrive and gets worse each time as DH who is usually so loving, ignites me when the skids arrive, never disciplines them, shouts at me if I dare to criticise their behaviour, is always yelling at my kids and likes to pint out how his kids are far better behaved than my eldest...who has Aspergers!
Today they have gone (Hallelujah!) He is now sorry And I have the hangover from hell....I love him but cannot stand his bloody kids!!