I went through all my old posts tonight. In a way that's the best way to understand the right and wrongs of life. I cringe at my mistakes ( the baptism ) I glow in the change ( basically anything regarding SD7)

I'm still so unsure where my life is going. DH and I have an open discussion about having a child.if we are financially stable. I'm still not sure about a kid.. I mean I could go for a cat or dog instead but part of me is beginning to think we could have that grandkid my family wants . If it's a girl I honestly worry how SD7 would react.

You guys have just been excellent. I love seeing how lives have improved. I've cried when sh-- hits the fan for others. I've grown when advice for others made sense for me

To you lovely ladies ( and the few men here! ) Thank you and I wish you all a happy and conflict free 2020