Here goes!  Everyone pray for me!  Lol! It's graduation weekend for SD18. If you've been following me, I've talked about how as time goes on, the skids are talking to me less, and not even acknowledging me when I'm there. BM has made it clear that she does not want us at the graduation party.  I do not want to go, but DH is insisting that we go because SD says that she wants daddy there. We know that BM and all of her family hate us and it's going to be so darn uncomfortable. DH called BM recently and she's pissed because he's insisting that she do something about getting the house out of his name.  She doesn't think that the 6 years he has given her has been long enough!  Anyway, I dread going to this party where I know no one wants me.  I've tried talking to DH about how his kids don't say hello to me or even acknowledge me when we go to their activities. He insists that they are going through a hard time from the divorce and BM is putting pressure on them. Why is it 6 years later, things are getting worse? The skids do these things when BM isn't even around so I'm not buying these excuses. I'm done. If no one says hello to me, I'm not talking to them either. I know that's a terrible thing to do, especially at graduation, but I'm done with it. I'm tired of DH condoning and making excuses for the skids. I don't think there is an excuse good enough for being so rude that you practically step over me to say hi to dad and not say hello to me at all.  I know I shouldn't go at all.  I'm doing it for DH. I know that he doesn't want to go alone, but this weekend is going to be crap for me I know. I feel like everyone's enemy. Just get me through it!!!