Well holy hell as if I'm not mad enough these days, bf and I at odds again because of all the tension......

NOW-I will fully say up front, in reality this is my own damn fault (some of it).

Last wknd my bf came over with SD and stayed WAY to much for me-I had a friend of mine in need here already with her baby for the wknd-so he comes to visit w/SD and stays entirely too long. Her and I are exchanging glances as SD"s bitchy behavior. As usual she rants/raves because my son doesn't share the computer with her enough, my turn, blah blah, i'm getting increasingly annoyed with her and the constant interruptions. THe three of us adults were trying to have a very serious conversation -my friend and her jack ass abusive boyfriend were in a serious moment. He had filed paper for custody, she was leanign towareds a TPO-etc...so we're all trying to talk through options, what to do...of course SD has to interrupt the adults every 3 minutes with demands for attention, food, drinks, whatever.

THEN complaining she couldn't get on MY COMPUTER-because my son was hogging it (well it is OUR computer and I pay the bills here)-he was in middle of finishing building something-the kid is 10 and is already starting to use code to build rooms on a kids site he frequenst (on his own!)-it takes a lot of work and if the bitch wouldn't X his screen out every time she got on then MAYBE he'd be more willing to share.

BUT she doesn't, she says she won't close it just minimize and EVERY TIME closes his screen and he looses his stuff (bitch!)

SO I finally say, you know what, I can plug in the laptop (my work laptop) for a few minutes, be very careful with it (all kids have used to surf safe things a couple of times). She seemed delicate with it-but alas TODAY I'm working from home, and guess what? Can't plug in my damn adaptor/charger-it wont plug ot the back so it seems part of the peg is inside. I"M FUCKING PISSED!!! I take a chance to get her off my damn back and to shut up-and NOW I had to email the boss to tell her i'd work half day only and take in for repair tomorrow. My job will probably repair at no cost-but STILL!!!

NOW-I realize again, 100pct I should NOT HAVE let her use it, my fault, my fault, I was a stupid idiot because she's just a brute with everything-and because I had to shut her up for one damn second I made a stupid decision-falls on me....but also falls on her for bitching the whole time and on her asshole dad for not putting her in timeout-telling me no need for your laptop-she can do something else...or taken her ass home out of my hair so I could be with my friend. Anyways...even though my fault, it still annoys me because I have to share so much space, time, etc w/her stupid bitch ass-if she were normal kid this never would have happened.

I'm on the 'outs' again-I don't want to do anymore for either of them.