So my last blog was on Friday... and I spent the entire weekend with my daughter and mom camping out in my room (still on bed rest). the atmosphere in my house was so relaxed, I slept right through the night the entire weekend, with no annoying snoring.

I look at my IO (Insignificant Other) and he now makes me sick. Its not my pregnancy hormones, I'm slowly beginning to see this man for what he really is. He's a selfish, self-absorbed, user. His mom texted me on Saturday to ask why he's in such a bad mood (spend the entire weekend at home with FSS7, being moody and miserable, he spoke to no-one and was being mean at home banging cupboards etc...). She actually said the following:

"When is he going back to your house my dear. He's just full of s**t, he thinks he's the only one who's right. He makes me sick. We just ignore him too".

Now when your own mother can say these things about you, then you clearly are a horrible person.

So he came back yesterday. Man I swear the second I heard his car outside the gate, my heart sank. My daughter looked disappointed, and when he walked in (looking moody as usual), i just pretended to be asleep. I stayed that way for a good 45 minutes (and not without his spiteful nature needing to come out, putting the TV louder, making loud noises to obviously try to wake me).

What did I see in this man whom I loved so very much only a few months ago. How did I get to the point where I simply cannot stand being in the same room with him. The thought of us breathing the same air annoys me.

Knowing that he's obviously gonna come home tonight being miserable, I thought I'd give him something to be miserable about.... I told him that he has to date not contributed a thing to this baby that's due in a month, and that we need to talk about things like who's medical insurance he's gonna be on, day care costs etc... guess what? He's working after hours tonight and decided to sleep at his house tonight, we can talk tomorrow, or if I "insist', we I can call him (at my expense of course).... cheapskate!