So yesterday SS got to go to the amusement park with us. DH was going on a motorcycle ride to raise money for Leukemia today. Last night he invites SS10 to go with him!!! WTF???!!! I guess it's ok to treat your stepmother like complete shit. So this is on the way to my parents house, we had to stop by and get my dog (they watched the dog while we were at the amusement park). SS10 said he was going to think about if he was going to go on the ride with his Dad. MY stepdad tells him that thats a cool invite since he's supposed to be punished. SS10 responds with "my punishments wasn't that" and shut up real quick. I HAD to chime in. I looked directly at DH and said "you're own child just told you his punishment wasn't that bad". DH did'nt say anything and we went on with the night like nothing happened. At this point Im like please fucking go so I don't have to deal with you, but on the other hand he is still supposed to be "punished" so I figure he will just be in his room all day. But today after my free time, I started getting angry. DH and SS10 are out having fun and Im home alone. When was the last time DH invited me on a ride??? I can't even remember. So they get home and DH is all beaming and it was so much fun and SS10 behaved so well and he's really proud of SS10. I guess if my punishment for treating my stepmother like shit is going to an amusement park and a motorcycle ride with my Dad, Id behave too. Im so fucking frustrated. DH asked if something was wrong and I said no because I don't feel like fighting and ruining my whole day. He then asked what movies I rented, I told him I already watched 2 of them and he asked if I wanted to watch the 3rd, I said no maybe later. He is hiding in the bedroom now. I hate my life and I guess I can't complain because I got myself into this mess, and Im still here taking thier crap.