I'm not "tired" anymore. Steptalk has given me a place to vent my frustrations without taking things out on my husband or the skids. I've learned to let go of many things. I come for good advice, and take whatever I get back all in stride. Even though I haven't "friended" many people, there are a few posters I also look for and take a peek in their lives... I value your thoughts and opinions. And yes, there are some days when I realize I don't have it so bad afterall!

I feel more balanced than I did 5 months ago. Five months ago, I was ready to throw in the towel. I didn't feel like I loved him enough to turn it around. But I know now I will win, the skids and BM can't beat me down... Thank you all for this added confidence.

I have a new name in mind to reflect this different mind-set. How do I change my screen name to show the change I feel in me?