DH coming home
OMG! DH is probably coming home Thursday! To be honest, i am getting used to him & SD being gone the past 5 days! My home has been peaceful! what is wrong with me, i've been telling him that i love him & i miss him but really....I don't! why am i willing to continue this madness? My life as a single mom, stuggling to make ends meet seems so much more attractive then living in hell w/ DH & SD!
i literally feel like i am going to vomit! I need to prepare my BChildren for the return of DH & SD. I don't know why I am prolonging everyone's agony. I can't see myself living this way for the rest of my life & the love for my husband has just dwindled away these past 2 weeks. I've lost respect for him, i look at him for the butthole that he is and her for the tramp that she is. why am i doing this to myself & my children?
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why am i doing this to myself & my children?
You tell us.
I went through alot in the beginning, it was hard at times. Maybe you are just experiencing these same growing pains. Do you think the love for your DH is enough to get you through until you can make it? Sounds like that love is starting to slip away to, and that is the scarey part! I would seriously suggest getting some thearpy for your marriage.
~all you need is Faith, Trust, and a little bit of Pixie Dust...and sometimes a machine gun~