Tone Up Tuesday

I still can't believe I managed to get to my slimming class this week. Lol. I'm an emotional effing wreck. But I went. And..

I was expecting the worst, as I've been comfort eating. Bring on the cheese, in any form. Homemade mac and cheese. Yep. Had lots of that. Just cheese on its own? Yep. Had lots of that as well. Cheese in ANY EFFING FORM THAT IT CAN POSSIBLY COME IN? Yep. Had it. (Cheese is my comfort food of choice)

But.. I LOST 2lbs?!! Whut the actual.. (?!!) .. ok maybe I've been burning off all the cheese with the stressing out I've been doing. I duno. But I'm taking that 2lbs weight loss and effing *running* with it.

I realise it's probably kinda pointless posting a "Tone Up Tuesday" at this time of year. Everyone's bigging up the hi-cal foods right now!

But hey. Things might not be as bad as you think, considering my results on the scales, lol!

Thankyou so much for your responses last week, I didn't have the energy or the heart to reply, but comments were much appreciated, I am feeling slightly less broken today x

Ok.. I have a question. If I post something, and then delete it after a few hours, will it still be "searchable" online? I've heard rumours of this sort of thing on STalk and it horrified me. I thought deleting something really did mean *deleting something*

(Like I said, I suffer from anxiety and BM finding me on here would be the worst possible thing that could ever happen)

Basically I would like to ask for advice here with what I'm going through, as you are the most incredible group of people I've ever had the privilege to know. Your collective experiences and knowledge is so wonderful x

But I just wanted to know about the logistics of posting/ deleting blogs. Otherwise I'm not sure what to do..

Big love guys xx

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When I delete something I

When I delete something I wait 24 hours then google my user name. Right now there is only one blog showing. I am never able to find things I comment on by the comment, but the blogs I have deleted over the years are not showing in the search. I try to stick to just creating blogs and not create content. I hope this helps.

I do the same thing. Especially right now with us going to court to try to get full custody of SS14. I'm worried anything I put out there she could use if she ever figured out that a web page like this exists.

I thought I'd been eating a

I thought I'd been eating a lot but nope, my pants are fitting just the same as before. So good.
I went to a fantastic relaxing Yin yoga class last night, then out to dinner with a friend - very nice to get out of the house.

Tonight DH is taking SDs to a hotel for some pool time, and to give me some down time, so I'm going to crack open a good bottle of wine...I didn't drink nearly enough over the holiday because I was so dang tired...and sip that, and watch one of MY shows - after I clean up a good amount of the holiday crap (ooops, I mean decor) in the living room.

Back on my bike for my regular workouts again! Yipee!