I survived yesterday. But there was a lot of tongue biting and ignoring on my part. BM tried to talk to me a few times and I always gave her short, simple answers to any question but added little else. She mainly just sat in the backseat and listened to her MP3 player really loudly. She feed SS3 junk food and pestered him the whole time, she even woke him up from a nap because she kept touching him. She even said that SS3 didn't need lunch because he had enough snacks to get him through until dinner. BF bought him lunch any way.

I had made up my mind that I was not going to pretend that I didn't love BF. We didn't make out or anything but I did kiss him goodbye and wished him luck when I dropped them off at the appointment. And his back was hurting so I reached over a few times and rubbed it. She tried to get BF to eat much with out me! Which he didn't and is lucky that he didn't - he is already in the dog house as it is.

BM txt'ed me today to thank me and saying that "it wasn't uncomfortable or awkward at all" And the "BF is very lucky to have some one willing to sit in a car for 8 hours with an antsy kids (he wasn't that had) and an ex-wife" She added that I should tell him to appreciate me! She txt'd BF too - more of less that same thing. But it WAS uncomfortable and I still hate her! Would love to txt her that but I am not going to - just going to ignore it (again). What I really want to know is... BF said some one talked to him this morning at work and asked him if he had a long day yesterday. When ask why the guys said it was on BM's facebook. BF is going to try to find the guy again later and she what she said on there, because I believe THAT is her true feelings and not what she sent me.

I never even made eye contact with her yesterday, she is a nut job for txting me. I don't think she gets it that I don't care if she 'likes' me or thinks that I am good for BF. I know that I am good for BF and i don't think she really does like me, to me actions speak louder than words.

I would just like to go off on her once and tell her how I really feel about her but I know it wouldn't do any good, but I can fantasize about it