So I am 8 months pregnant and tired as all can be. I want to sleep, wish I could sleep, but between the swelling, it being hotter than ever out here in the desert, and the constant back pain I dont sleep. I have a 16 month old so i need the energy from the sleep. I just want to not be pregnant anymore. Who ever said anything about pregnancy in summer is ok, you are so wrong. I feel bad also because ss really wants to be here and we want him here but bm wont let us because she is afraid it is going to take away from her thunder or something. (she just had a baby about a month or two ago) What worse is she keeps comparing her newborn to my unborn because we are naming him after a close family member who passed a week before we found out the babys gender and her babys middle name is the same name. But I just feel bad that ss has to be put in this situation. Poor kid. So back to my point im so exhausted but I cant sleep because I am uncomfortable all the time.