Yuck called dh last night b/c the boys lost the list i sent and wanted to know what they needed. As the conversation went on somehow it said that she is a little jealous. Then dh told her that i said felt a little guilty for taking and she hasn't taken them yet b/c if it had been my kids i wouldn't want them to go with out me so that i experience it with them for the first time. Yuck said to tell purple not feel bad or anything b/c she feels blessed to have some take them as she cant b/c she can't walk very far b/c she is too big to get around very well and it hurts her feet as a result.

Dh told me this when he gott off the phone and said that he hopes she realizes that i am a good person and she feels guilty for everything she did and said about me and that he hopes she went and cried b/c she feels so bad.

I hope she sees that i put myself in her shoes and really did feel bad but there really wasn't much i could do about it. But i do hope she sees now that I'm a good person and stop being so ready to fight and be nasty. As for pigs flying i say that b/c she really is happy that the boys get to go and we are taking them and told dh to tell me not to feel bad. Maybe just maybe this is a new beginning.