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BM dropping SD off this afternoon & only I will be home

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Submitted by Not_Having_Fun on Fri, 10/05/2012 - 12:08am

:sick: I don't want to see BM & have avoided doing so for nearly a year but that's going to be ruined when she drops SD off this afternoon. DH will be at work so it's just me (& my BS 9mths). I cannot stand the woman, she's pathetic, nasty, manipulative, lazy, a liar..... Need I go on?

Resentful first time Mum

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Submitted by Not_Having_Fun on Thu, 09/20/2012 - 6:52pm

I have a 9 month old son with DH. I also have SD9. I have struggled with resenting SD because I feel like a lot of my first time Mum special moments have been taken away from me. I didn't want her in the photo's we got taken when my son was born, I hate calling her his sister, I just wish that I could have my special moments without SD being there all the time. She spoils it & is a horror of a child which makes it worse. If she were a likeable child I would feel completely different. I can't even see her as 'family'. I know that sounds awful but it's true.

It's war again with BM

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Submitted by Not_Having_Fun on Thu, 09/13/2012 - 5:58pm

There is not enough time in the world to explain BM & just how much of a loser she is. We have constant issues with her & DH & I both think her parenting is more than questionable. To save argument we don't contact BM about her parenting unless we feel it's a major issue or important.

SD9 Looking at porn!

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Submitted by Not_Having_Fun on Tue, 09/11/2012 - 4:38pm

Last night DH grabbed the iPad to do some work on it & discovered in the Internet search field 'Khloe having sex'. After looking at the latest searches we were horrified to find all of these searches & videos SD had looked up & watched. They were very graphic. We have told her she is ONLY to play games when she asks to use the iPad & were really shocked to see that she had done this. Needless to say she will not be able to use the iPad for sometime now!

I can't love my SD9

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Submitted by Not_Having_Fun on Tue, 09/11/2012 - 1:37am

I can't bring myself to love my SD anymore. I feel I am the adult & SHOULD try harder & all of that but I also feel like something inside me has given up & I can't turn back!

My SD is lazy, filthy, lies a lot, makes up stories, plays off Mummy & Daddy, immature, unappreciative, lacks any kind of initiative, manipulative, selfish, spoiled, expectant, rude & the list goes on. She truly believes the word revolves around her.