At lunch time I got to see DH and talked about what happened yesterday (see previous post).

So it seems like he's really affected by my reaction and how I wished SD didn't exist. I told him I was really upset and I think he understands but also acknowledges this isn't the first time I say something that hurtful to him :? and probably won't be the last time (and he may be right)

He asked me what I want to do, I mean SD is not going anywhere and he can see how exhausted and tired I am with all this situation and how it has just gotten worse in the past few years.
I don't know what he means with "what I want to do", is he asking if I want a divorce? is he asking me to give a set of boundaries? Am I becoming that bitter?

I told him I didn't know, and I really don't.